kerchique

2011-01-06T05:11:00.000-08:00

How semangat can I be .. SO HI GUYS ! HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011 .. MAY THIS YEAR BRING LUCK AND HAPPINESS TO YA'LL ..

why fucker

2010-11-24T09:07:00.000-08:00

I want to be the girl who he thinks is the cutest. Not necessarily the “hottest” or the “prettiest”, but the cutest. Because hotness refers to the body, and God knows mine isn’t perfect. Pretty refers to the face and I know plenty of girls prettier than me. But cuteness is referring to every imperfection that he loves. Every weird little habit. The funny little things that make me different from every other girl he could have. Like how I have a dorky laugh, I can’t watch gory movies, or the way my hair smells. All of the little things that he notices and adores. I want to be that girl.

Oh HI Fuckers ..

I just wanna say ,

I don't miss anyone right now .

ouh fuck , i'm being soooo

WORLD ..

hahaha ..

IN FACT ,

i am missing someone right now .

oh fuck you FRBR♥

you didnt contact me ages aites ..

cb lu ..

So , lemme tellya what's happening to ma life ..

First of all , dont ask me if im attached or not ..

find out yourself ..

Coz i dont feel the need for you guys to know .. heh heh heh ..

Second thing ,

I HATE working at my currently work place .

it likee sooo fucking chibye ..

I wanna quit but its just that ,

the memories I've been through thick or thin ,

hahaha , so funny ..

its like ,

that place has been part of my life for the past 1 year and 1 month ..

its where i make friends with people that I actually knew . -.-

well , its like my lost old friends ..

its where , i became myself ..

and now leaving it for good ,

its in a dilemma for me .

okay ,,

jambu tak jambu tetap vogue .. *muke irrits*

kaelah bye ..

malas nak berbual lagi ..

dah pagi ..

bye , esok iI adr sekolah laa youu ..

hahaha , prangai cb ..

byeeeee ~~

life is how you can see

2010-11-15T10:59:00.001-08:00

Dear Someone ,

I miss hanging out with you .

I just don't know why .

But now , we're getting apart which is bcoz of not keeping in touch .

It's all bcoz of my bloody phone .

& now , everyone i cant contact .

I've lost their contacts .

argh , cb ..

i hate being broke laa ..

Working also like fuck ..

work work work , but money dont know where gone to .

school school school ..

sigh .

anyway i got somehow good news .

its good to have ur friends back in your arms like the old days .

Fardiana Nabila Baizura ,

I love you guys loh .

I think in my school , i love only them .

And I also dont know why but nowadays ,

I feel that my babes arent as close with me like during schooling time .

I just feel that , they are not there when I need them .

WHY ?

sigh ...

i dont care if im living alone alright in my life .

as long as i dont ask pocket money from you , so dont even dare to talk bout me .

i hate hypocrites sia .

but the thing is , i can find those type of people everywhere sia .

asl korang nak kene cemburu ngan aku ?

aku kawan ngan orang tu , korang jealous .

then orang ngok aku senyum , aku senyum alik , korang ckap aku gatal ?

bey orang suke aku , korang ckap aku kembang la , prasan la ..

korang ape hal nie ?

ape , ape salah aku pat korang nie ?

serious sak .

depressed aku dibuatnyer ..

serious sak .

for once , i just want someone to really understand me sia .

susah sangat ke nak paham aku ?

and for you , iqbal ..

i dont even think you understand me ..

takyah ckap understand laa ,

know me pun blom tentu .

i just want someone to understand my situation .

serious sak .

i really have no one sia .

all this while , i've been tolerating people's attitude .

sabar sak .

tapi asl orang suke amek advantage ekh ?

aku tak mintak apape sak .

just ur full understanding je sia ..

*im crying right now , argh , fuck*

oh god , give me faith for everything am going through now and till hereafter .

dear dear dear .. oh dear

2010-10-12T11:51:00.000-07:00

Ya Allah ..

Aku rase bersalah pulak ..

Kenapa dalam banyak-banyak harus dia tuhan ?

I thought , going celebration party with my friends would make out my stress .

But going karaokae with them at first was damn great .

But all I saw is st12 band that what my friends sang .

Oh fuck .

Damn , it reminds me of him .

I set your pict to my wallpaper .

I know , how dumb can I be right ?

OMG , why I'm so so stupid . ?

Like com'on irah ..

Who are you ?

Aku pun tak tau asal sa aku camnie nowadays .

cb r .

senang melenting .

senang get irritated .

senang peranagi mcm setan .

Oh did I mention setan ?

I almost forgot , that

even my father ,

I'd yelled for nothing .

Oh my , how kana akahred am I .

I know , I know ..

I sucks .

Might as well go & die right ?

No point living .

JANGAN TANYE AKU ASAL AKU PERANGAI MCM

PUKI BODOH .

I realized it , but what setan has got into me ??!

Ya ALLAH !!!

It seems , nowadays , lotsa things happened bring me downright .

I'm feeling lethargic too .

I've realized that girls tears only seems to fall when they don't know what they're gonna do anymore to try to be happy . They cry because they're fighting against those feelings that are telling them to let go .

But knowing that if they let go , they might regret it .

fuck yeah , this is exactly what i'm feeling .

I've already told myself to

lol , i don't care '

At the end of the day ,

I know

I'm not perfect .

okay , everythings gonna be alright .

what's the point right if we keep on reminiscing on things that have past ?

When you know , their hearts is somewhere else ..

Do you think they still care for you ?

or are still thinking bout you ?

Coz' frankly speaking ,

They don't !

I srzly hate this feeling I had for the past few weeks .

I've been thinking throughly because thousands of things are running through my mind .

I'm still unsure , if that decision was the pro's or con's ..

What should I do now ?

hey bitches

2010-10-08T06:25:00.000-07:00

First and foremost ,

I miss fun times with everyone .

I hate it when school reopens ,

coz you will tent to go somewhere after school .

And I also hate it when its holidays,

coz' you will have no plans to do .

Yeah , fuck this whole universe .

Well , currently , I'm having lotsa idiotic stuff that's starstruck in my mind .

Till I myself just don't know , what's those .

fuck .

OH !

People have been asking me ,

how's my Raya for 2010 ?

Collection , Visitings all that ?

Yeah , this years sucks to core for me .

Of coz' .

didn't get a shingle chance for one of those .

Yes I mean it , except for 1st day of the festive .

The rest was ruined .

Just being hospitalized for few days cum 1 week .

Oh my , what a week .

Just con-gee everyday .

yucks !

Oh btw ,

have I told ya that its really coincidently being in tghe same hospital

with no one but my workmate .

WOW , hahas .

Eventho' it was really 'expired' timing knew she was there too ,

it's still the best damn thing for me to experience those moments

in the hospital itself .

okay , what the heck am I talking shit ?

whatever.

Well , in those few weeks during my stay ,

I've realized lotsa thing that I've should thank God for what He had gave me .

I'm just lucky to be me and I'm proud of it tho' .

okay , that's all .

Well , school gonna reopens in a few days time .

Guess that's the end of me .

Nah , I'm gonna enjoy while I'm still schooling .

I wanna be forever in childhood .

I wanna enjoy my life as long as I can .

How I wish I was still eight again ,

when hurt meant falling of from a bike and scrapping your knees against the pavement .

When crying was because your friend stole your stationery .

When cheating was meant going against the rules of hide-and-seek .

And when you trip and fell , was because you couldn't see the raised ledge in front of you .

sigh .

In my opinion, the best thing you can do is find a person who loves you for exactly what you are.

Good mood, bad mood, ugly, pretty, handsome, what have you.

The right person will still think the sun shines outta your ass.

That’s the kind of person that’s worth sticking with.

It's the fact hunks . =)

Well , on contrary, there are some who hold contrasting values like the

ability to make one laugh , encourage , desire , understand and

just be there for you even though at times they doubt .

oh my .

com'on , gimme a break dude .

:'(

Dear friend ,

I just wanna say , I really sorry.

It's my fault . I don't put the blame on you.

Nor your mum or whoever .

I just hope you understand .

I don't mind , really .

I think , anyone would be annoyed when

someone's called their hs phn in the early morning .

Friend ,

please , don't go away .

:'(

jangan buat aku camne kae ?

I just don't know .

SLama nie , I've always wanted something to happen.

& it did , recently .

& that makes my life happier than ever .

But I don't know why ,

Seperti kebahagiaan itu harus

digantikan dengan kesedihan yang datang bertubi-tubi.

I hope you understand .

as soon as you see this,

gimme a txt, aites ?

sigh.

2010-10-03T06:41:00.000-07:00

I smile, because when I cry it doesn’t help. When I cry, all it does is make people ask if I’m okay. i would love nothing more than to punch these people. I’m sitting here crying, but yes, I’m perfectly happy. I mean, come on, give me a break. Obviously I’m not okay . pfft .

what she wants

2010-10-03T06:26:00.000-07:00

Every girl wants a boy who’ll wipe her tears away with his own handkerchief, who’ll listen to her intently while she rant about life, who’ll walk her home from school, who’ll get angry when someone insults her, who’ll agree to give her a piggyback ride when her legs are weak, and who’ll be there when no one is .

sabino

2010-09-29T11:22:00.000-07:00

Cry if you have to, but make sure that tears wash away the hurt and the bitterness that the past has left with you.

Let go of yesterday and love will find its way back to you.

And when it does, pray that it may be the love that will stay and last a lifetime.
There is no mistake so painful that love cannot forgive, no past so bitter that love cannot accept, and no love so little that we cannot start all over with.

Judgment Day

2010-09-29T10:35:00.000-07:00

Standing in rows and your name is called to proceed to the front and face your Lord.

Your book’s been handed to you by left, hell is waiting with its great depth.

Before you’re sent, you make your claim, about all the things that lead you astray.

Your Lord will speak and brings to him, all the people that seen you sin.

For he is fair, but those you know, will fear for their own selves and do you wrong.

So then bring forth the accursed Shaytan, who was destined for hell since day one to clear your record and take the blame, for all evil is his to claim.

Don’t be fooled for that thought is wrong, cause he will speak to The Mighty One.

And we have been warned on what he will say, to clear himself on Judgment Day, so now you stuck and without a voice, only left with a simple choice, you will speak in resentment and full of anger about this well known enemy of a stranger, don’t get mad for things you did, everyone’s accountable for the life they lived.

Your still alive to make that change, favour the right and strive to pray, leave no room for thoughts and hopes, read the Quran and bury it all.

For remember the day the Shaytan will say, My Lord, I never lead this person astray.

- Unknown

Everyone will meet this day . =)

just updation

2010-05-09T04:28:00.000-07:00

Yo yo yo people!!

How have you been doing.?

Well, hope you're NOT doing fine.
lol.
just kidding.

Anyway, I've got tons of things to tell you guys.
hahaz, like real.
I know,
This blog have been dead lately.
Well, busywomen won't have time.
cheyy,fake.

First & foremost~~
jeng jeng jeng~~

Guess what people,

I've started
SCHOOL
Baby..
Maybe you guys are wondering..
since when,where,what all that.
relax..

So, I started school when I was 7 years old.
lol.
I started school last 2-3 weeks.
must be wondering, where uh?
So, yap,
ITE College
is my school now.
I'm in
School of Business in Service Skills.

Thanks alot guys.

Well actually SPECIAL Thanks to
RASYIQAH BTE ROSLAN.
Yes her, why?
Nah, she's the one asked me to 'just apply'
for the very last time.
Yes I told her that I give up.
Of Course, siape seyy tak give up wait & wait for the results.
Months pulak tuh.

haiyak ..
stress sia..
so, some people asked me,
then what bout my work?
Well, the truth is,
I don't want to work anymore.
But b'coz' I'm in still in need of 'kashing',
so yeap, I still do work.
Of Course as a part time, duhh -.-"

And ah hah!
Not to forget..!
I still have my religious class.
*___*

oh well, I gtg now.
Maybe I'll update tomorrow okaeyhh darlings?
tc!

ur choice

2010-04-05T09:51:00.000-07:00

"Ku mencintaimu lebih dari apa pun.
Meski pun tiada satu orang pun yang tahu.
Ku mencintaimu, sedalam-dalam hatiku.
Meskipun engkau hanya kekasih gelapku."

Nothing personal.
Just reminds me of 'Mama'.

Last time, I use to 'use' this song, when I was still obsessed with 'Mama'.
But then, turns out,
another song was dedicated.
sigh,cinta dalam hati really hurts.

nevermind, just cut this story.

Well,for the past few days,
I 'accidentally' slept in front of my Lappy.
Hahah!

So, just an update bout my school.
I'll be applying for SAS.
ITE can make me carzy sia, just by waiting for the waiting list.
haiyoo..

Ok, just that.
I wanna sleep early today..
Tmrw working.
So tata!

To N,

I put it this way.
I know you'll be reading,so, read.
IDK, what I've done till you but,
I do care for you.
You're my friend,just like the others.
I called you countless times,but still,you didn't
even answered it.
Thanks.
That's really good of you. Keep it up.
Pls lah, com'on.
Tell me why?
What's your reason for doing this.
Coz' I'm sick & tired 'layan' your
'perangainess' for years.
sigh.
pls give me a call at least after reading this.
tc.

quick update

2010-04-01T11:40:00.000-07:00

Hey people!
Long time no see?
How are you?
Ni Hao Ma?
Vanekem?
Apa Khabar?

Okay, shut up.

So quick update,
Went to My Ex-Sch, teacher, teaching malay,
(why can't I just straight forward?)
Went to Cikgu Nisaa's marriage at Tampines.
Then followed by My scandal's birthday party.
Which is at Bedok.
Well, quite full lah the house, like battalion like that.
So, what I did was just sat outside with my 2nd scandal, talking.
I didn't played any games or what coz I got a bad luck that day.
Stepped onto a nail, which is stuck deep in my foot.
& wanna take out, like OMG!
Pain in the ass man!
Went home around 10+.
Did some 'sins' on the way. Affa, you know..

The next day I work.

lalala..

So basically, today I woke up early for nothing.
Like as if I'm schooling like that.
Back to sleep.
Then woke up, went out with Sis.
Went to Bugis.
Then Eunos.
Then Simei.
Then Home.
Long journey.
But overall, fun!

ohya, before I go,
did I mention bout DIDI?
Yeah,he's one great ass.
Nak perlie konon.
Tarik bulu mata kan,tanggal kang!

&&
UNGU IS COMING!
TO S'PORE!!
This April!
woohooo~~
I wanna go to the concert man!
Its $38 only!
@ Suntec!
whoever wanna go,pls tell me!
pasha,my hubbyyyyy...~~
awww~
haha..
&its more cheaper than ST12 concert.
bluek!
I want pasha to sing 'that song' for me.
aww~~
okay, stop it.

wooohoo..
its thundering outside.
gonna rain soon.
gonna sleep soon.
gonna be aaaahhhhh~~~

so,putri, if you're reading,
pls send me all of the photos in your phone.
i want it..
thx.

let me write in mly.
'Lama-lama,pat keje aku makin merepek.'

So,tmrw going out again.
& maybe,
maybe~,
I'll go to Fyqa's pit.
worite?
Don't worry Affa...
:D

ok, till here.
& oh!
ITS RAINING!
TOODLES!
MORNING!

hello nighty

2010-03-18T10:16:00.000-07:00

Hello people of the earth!
so, hi.

so, wondering who's up there in the photo?
Oh, its a dog & a little red riding hood.
teehee..
nah, my darling.

Just wanna wish her.

Happy legal Birthday Hui Jia !
May all your wishes come True!
in advance..
Its great knowing you.
& knowing that you're such a good girl.
Have fun aites!
& sorry if I didn't helped much in your b'dae pit.
really really sorry.

Well her b'dae is this coming Saturday.
Maybe, I'll not going overnight there.
Coz' my uncle is coming to S'pore.
So, its like ,really coincidence.
sigh.

haiyaa..
I've been sick for the passed weeks.
& rotting at home.
ok, then sick back.
ok, then sick back.
like routine.
haiyo..

& holidays are like so damn boring.
no plans.
no nothing.
sigh.
what a life.

ohya, when will I start schooling back?
I'm like so bored of working.
Like you know, no life like that.?

Oh, before I forgot,
Just wanna say,
Diyaanah♥, be happy.
I know how you feel.
Its really a sad news to hear that both of you are apart.
But, whatever it is, remember,
we,as your friends, are there with you.
You're not alone, kay.
Now, just focus on your education.
Your 'O's are also important.
Just, takecare dear.

love you, & miss you..~

Haiyaa..
guys nowadays, tsk tsk tsk!

okay, so just now, I mean just a second ago,
saw something that really hurts my eyes!
like 'eeuuuww'
whatever lah seeyyhh~
'Kau attach ke tak, same je mcm gondol'
heran tak heran!

Time check: 1.50 AM

I guess, I have to go,
since later I'll need to do lots of works assigned by PEOPLE.
:)
so, before that, I wanna listen to my sayang talking.
Just 10mins deh, & promise to dozed off..
(:
tata!

finally,updating

2010-03-08T11:37:00.000-08:00

I'm like finally!
blogging..

Its been like years,months,days,date,la la la~~~
hahaha..

been so free lately..
but didn't update..

Life is good as last time..
you know, last time..
yea, the last time..
the last time lah...
ahh, yea, that time..
LOL..
pathetic...

ouh ya, I reject the nursing course..
yaa..
to me, its like
errr?
what the toot is that course..

I miss my friends seyh..
But it seems like,
got no respond from any of them seyh..

haiyaa..

what a life..

so move on to work..
so its like
$@#%&*!!@#
okay..
wth am i talking?
work as been so suckish..
& feeling like quitting..
but then wanna work where?
no idea..
what a life..

so last week,
is it last week?
okay, maybe not..
so last last week..
okay, so outdated..
continue plsss...

ouh..
went to pasir ris park..
woah,
its been years since I last went there..
okay, FAKE!
I think just 1 year lah..
so xtra,yearS!
with fardiana..
ouh, its nothing like a sunday time...aaa....

lol!

aahh.. its nothing like a cool breeze air...

okay, stop sia..

move on..

so last month,
okay, this is more outdated..

went out with my workmates for just errmm..
meeting?
eating?
idk leeh..
it was 5 of us..
regina,fardiana,hui jia,annafy
& of coz, me!..
to serangoon..

okay, so lame!

then go mustafa centre & meet the B*****s there..
okay, so racist..

ohh..i so the miss my secondary life man..
I miss my sec 4 times..
sec 3 times..
the rest not so lah..
hehe...
i miss everyone till i don't know who I miss..
lol!

I think I should stop my crap here..
& better go to sleep..
time check: 4.10am..
lol!
just wait for few more hours & tada!
morning prayers..

oh one more before I go..
I got new neighbour.
& have small kid.
& its really irritating..
coz' I can't sleep.
why?
that kid is so irritating, a lil bit, cry for nothing..
lol!
must report to police!
hahaha!
lame!

oh, one more before I go..
haha..
okay..
haha!
someone's going botak plus kia..
= botakia
okay,lame!
& I'm gonna have a good laugh when I see that person is botak.
huahuahua!!
okay, I'm so mean..
sorry lorry strawberry!

okay...
last, before I go,
take good care of yourself..

remember,
everything happens has a reason
& sometime, we as humans, need not know why..
Because God has its own plan for each & everyone of us.

so, till here humans!
sayonara!

boredem strikes ...

2010-02-12T11:33:00.000-08:00

I'm damn bored right now..
Oh gosh..

So, like finally, just now I met my teacher.
I've been at jail for 3 days straight.
& have been owl at night time.
You know what I mean..
hehehs!

Went over to Tampines Mall & bought a birthday cake for someone.
To my surprise, all the cakes were sold out.!
haha..
CNY, aiyooohh.
so kecoh-rable..
NTUC so pack man!
After buying the cake went over to my workplace lil while, since its almost closing time..
hahaha..
You know what, someone's gonna have a botak head!
ho hu hu hu ho..*what a weird laugh*
& You know what, someone's birthday is coming up!
Just a few days more..
To that person;
YOU BETTER COME TO WORK ON THAT DAY EYH!
YES! WE ARE GOING TO BASH YOU LIKE HELL!
Since you're quitting, leaving me all alone, so take that!

yaa.. so many people are quitting..
My workplace gonna be very BORIIIIIIIINNNNNNNGGGG~~~~..
No more jokers.
No more laughters
No more fun
No more everything..

If that's the case, I guess, I'm going to quit too.
So Am, I'll follow wherever you go.
friends for life, right?

So, I'm just downloading & uploading things..
Oh no!y lappy's dying!
Where's the charger man?!

ok, back & found!

HAH?!!!??!?
5 AM ALREADY????????????!!!!!!!!?????!!!!....
oh man, think should go & sleep now..
can't take any longer
I'm yawning & yawning from just now..
must wake up early later..
haiyaaa...

need to wake up at 8am..
someone pls help me??...

random pix

2010-02-11T07:09:00.000-08:00

Hello!

I'm dead bored right now. So maybe, I'll just update with pictures from yesterday & last week's one.
okaeyh, so outdated.
nevermind, have fun. Will update more when I'm FREE..

toodlessss...

hi

2010-02-05T22:00:00.000-08:00

HELLO PEOPLE OF THE EARTH!
haha..
okaey, so lame.

Well well well..

pay is in!
yippy!
hurraaaaaaayyyyyy...

okaey, stop it..
Well I just don't know what to update.
just for the sake of update.
so, I'll just update anything random..

so, just a few minute ago, Rahilah message me that she saw "_ _ _ _ _"
haha..
too bad, I can't reply..
My ppd finished alreaddy & futher more,
my phone can't this, can't that laa..
stupid phone laaah..
hahaha..
okaey, I'm so dead bored right now.
waiting to go for work later on.
haiyaaa...
so tired loorr..

oh ya oh ya..
reginaaa!
if you're reading this,
I wanna say..
I love your highlights maannn...
damn nice..
really suits you..
really..
hahaha..

oh, for this wole year, I would probably be FREEEEEE...
no school
no anything.
haiyaa..
so boring..
what a life..

what ever laaahh..
okaylaa..
gtg..
working later at 4..
& have yet to take shower..
hahaha..
but I don't stink okaey..
okaey,whatever..

buhbye
aliens of the earth!
haha.

lalala land

2010-01-31T22:41:00.000-08:00

OH MY GOD!
Been replacing my hui jia darling for 2 days.
& one of the day, I did full shift.
okay, I'm soo effing tired..

:(

Oh man, got shortage $$$money$$$..
wah liowwww...

& wah liowww..
my roaster for this week is empty?!
like wth!?
argh! *angry*

okay, so, am planning for this week for booking a pit..
& go for a fishing activity..?
Hope this plan is working..
pay day is in a week time..so.. heh!

But I want alot people to go..
like you know,
the more, the merrier?..

ohya, am thinking to apply for a private candidate..
since I'm so tired waiting for this ITE thingy..
like I'm wasting 2-3 months already just waiting for the stupid results.
So, might as well go for private right?
but the thing is..
can I cope with it?

Hope Ieza is taking private with me too..
hope soo..
argh..
people, what should I do?..

so stress babe..

give me feedback aites people..
at the tagboard or at my formspringme.
thxxxxx!!

so till here.
toodlessss!!
bluek!

the memories

2010-01-24T11:02:00.000-08:00

hahah!
I find this picture very cuteee...
who this person..?
find out urself..
haha.

Well, sorry for the very long time didn't update.
Very busy hor.
so yeah.
Now then I got the chance to update yaww..

Well people, I'm so irritated with this ITE thingy.
From January, the day I got back my results till now, I'm not schooling.
yes, I'M NOT SCHOOLING!
Just waiting for the results, I mean pending results.
Been applying for courses that I want, but didn't get.
Well, I will still apply for the course I want till I get it.
Don't care!
Meanwhile, still busy working for the whole week, till fell sick.
No mc's, just didn't went for work for 5 days straight.

But now, feeling much more better than last week.
Didn''t ate any medicine yaww!
wow, & so fast recover?
haha!
of coz'!
IRAHANDSOME maah..

Well,its true.
The only way to find true love is, to accept every flaw and perfection of that person.
so random, I know.
But its true.
Think & Ponder.

I kindda miss my friends.
Its been so long didn't see them.
They're too busy schooling wherelse I'm too busy working.
Everything change after I left that school.
yes,everything.
Starting from friendship till everything..
sigh.
I just don't wanna loose u guys.
Its been like well, 5 years of friendship & gone in just a blink of an eye?
no way!
Make an effort to meet up,pls?

I'll not be working for this WHOLE WEEK.
Due to my manager!
tsk!
Wait till they give me a call, then I'll go.
Idiot laa...
Then at home do what sia..?
oh man..
see lah..

Well, what else to update?
oh ya!
Birthdays...
coming up,
Amrieza
Brother..
who else uh?
tag me pls, I forgot.
oh, what to give ?
what to give?
what to give?

idea pls?
anyone?

*yawn*
sigh, shall go now.
Its like 3.30am already?
Oh man.
tired sia..
from work.
sigh.
kay then.
till here
IRAHANDSOME
hahah

2010-01-12T23:34:00.000-08:00

I'm back people!

but I'll update asap.

too busy like a bee..

bye

school's great

2010-01-07T22:02:00.000-08:00

Been busy like the bees lately.
& been missing school lately too.

I'm sick of waiting for the results for my school.
so irritating yaww!

I really miss going to school early in the morning.
Miss the times catching the so called 'last train' to school,
with Califfa.
Then come to school late.
Sit at the carpark.
Then went to class.
But not learning, just daydream with my fellow dreamers.
chit chat with Rahilah all the way.
Listening to Hady's lame jokes.
Quarrel with Puvan.
Then go recess before the bell rings with Raudah,
just to queue up for the Nasi Ayam.
Skip english class, then go to Ms Dil's class.
Watch movie.
Sitting at Mr Yap's class.
So irritating.
He would stop to tell something that's not important.
FnN class.
Coursework never do, instead go internet & browse into other things.
Google for Bapoks in S'pore with Rahilah.
Laugh like an Ass with Ieza & Diyaanah.
Malay class, love to make stupid jokes with Ieza.
While wondering in school with the others, we'll be criticizing other people.
Like Cicak lah, Wonder woman la, Bulu mata la, & lalalalala..
I miss Ieza's lame jokes.
I miss having fun bullying others with Indah.
I miss laughing like an ass with Diyaanah.
I miss teasing Raudah.
I miss Faiqah's se selengers.
I miss seeing Rahilah's lembut & sotong.
I miss slacking in class every single day.
I miss laughing at malay, fnn, & Humans class with Hady's lame jokes.
I miss going to detention class & sleep in the class.
I miss slacking after school.
Going KFC always to eat.
Or maybe 18 chefs.
Then go remedial after school.
our last day of school of pe.
made a video, sifu & tonggak.

I REALLY MISS ALL THOSE MENTION UP THERE
VERY BADLY !!!!!

I MISS MY CLASS.
4N3!....!

I miss all coz, I seldom study in class.
I mean, i don't really listen to what the teacher says.

That's the reason why I still meet you guys after school.
Coz I miss school.
Wearing the school uniform.
kay, that sounds stupid. -.-

I also miss our 3n3.

I miss our class badly!!!
So, I guess we'll be meeting when the O level results is out on the 11th, right?
So, meet you guys then.
Take care dear(s).

leaving

2009-12-28T10:52:00.000-08:00

Miss me people!
I'll be away till next year.
So, happy new year in advance to everyone out there.
I wanna have a peace mind for now.
All the problems ever since this month, do make me gone crazy.
so yeah.
Bye earthlings.

here's a lyric for YOU
Separuh jiwaku pergi
Memang indah semua
Tapi berakhir luka
Kau main hati dengan sadarmu
Kau tinggal aku
Benar ku mencintaimu....

Kali ini ku sadari
Aku telah jatuh cinta
Dari hati ku terdalam
Sungguh aku cinta padamu
Cinta ku bukanlah cinta biasa
Jika kamu yang memilikki
Dan kamu yang temani ku seumur hidupku
Terimalah pengakuanku
Percayalah kepadaku
Semua ini ku lakukan
KERANA KAU MEMANG UNTUKKU

I'm hurt by your reaction, but pls believe me.
I still do care bout you.
This is for you.
Before I'm leaving, I'll give you something.
Just you wait.
I'll be seeing you the next year.
I'll be missing you for sure.
argh!

just let me know the best

2009-12-22T00:33:00.000-08:00

Hello humans!
So how are you guys..?

Guess what?
I've gotten my results back last Friday.
Sorry if its outdated.
Well, I've predicted my results.
So you guys go & figure out yourself bout my results.

So yesterday, after work, went out with Fardiana.
Oh before that, had a 'blast' day at work.!
That girl is so damn irritating.
She go & tell manager that I scold her & lalalala.
I got scolded from managers like &*%$@$!!
okaylah, then she cried, ALAMAK!!!...
UH, Cut off her story lah.

Went out with Far after work.
Followed her home which is around Sengkang.
Then off to Dhoby Ghaut.
Went to SAS.
Its a private school.
Where people take their Diploma's.
I'm thinking off joining the school the next 2 years ahead.

Went shopping.
lalalalla.
back home at 10.30pm.
so thats it.

Today going off with Mummy.
I'm gonna treat her.
hehehe..
Oh yes, I'm gonna go overseas around 28th.
Its coming to new year & I feel that I don't want to celebrate new year countdown with any of my friends.
I wanna have a peaceful countdown (so weird) at overseas.
Wanna relax.
Since this December have been a tough month for me.
All the cries, the bad,the quarrel, the misunderstood,
had made me gone crazy.
December 2009, I won't forget.
I wanna achieve the best in Next year.
Amin.
Assalammualaikum.

Hello people

2009-12-17T04:03:00.000-08:00

Well, first off all, I wanna say,
I got crazy keyboard!
& its damn difficult to type here!
argh!

& omg!!
Tomorrow's my very BIG DAY!!!!
Its my RESULTS day!
I'm so the very scared !!
& I'll be working tmrw!
so suckish right..?
I think I'll shaking non-stop when receiving the results..
I'm also thinking, what if I fail badly..?
Where would I go after then?
What will I do?
omg!
I'm so nervous.

Well 2009 sucks big time, right?
2010, come faster!

To a friend of mine,
I guess you really hate me.
What can I do?
I just hope that our friendship will last.
But will it be reality?
I'm Sorry.
If that's what you're thinking bout me than,
up to you.
I'm really sad.
It really hurts me, deep down.
I can't bear to loose a friend like you.
Knowing you for years,
& you changed in just a blink of an eye.
Friend, I just hope to see the old you back.
& I'm sorry if I had made you mad.
& I really think that all this is just a mistaken.

I'll always be there for you, FRIEND.
Forgive me, if I'm wrong.

& to one more of my friend,
I'm sorry.
I guess you're really mad at me.
& I hope, you would read that 'warkah'.
Give me a reply back soon, aites .

I just wanna you guys to know that I really treasure each of my friend
deep in my heart.
& I don't wanna loose you guys.

MOvIeSzzz

2009-12-01T01:06:00.000-08:00

Hello peeps!

Hope you guys are doing fine.

Well, I seriously wanna watch movies!!~

But I'm seriously busy.
My girls are on holidays.

Oh well, must wait till they're back.

One of them is this.

& one more is this.

Well, hope watching this soon.

& I think, I'm so outdated.
-.-'
Really.

People have been watching this all already, but for me, NO.

This is what happens when I'm so busy.
Actually, I've started working.

So, its for me to know & for you to find out.

so tata guys.
& thanks for reading this ass blog.
its so dead~~!
*aww :(*

quotations

2009-11-28T10:26:00.000-08:00

Quotes of the day/week.
[pls, its copyright.
Ask, if want (: ]

Nobody can go back and start a new beginning,
but anyone can start today and make a new ending.

If you want something you've never had,
then,
You've got to do something you've never done.

Learn from yesterday
Live for today
Hope for tomorrow.

There is suffering in life
and there are defeats.
No one can avoid them.
But its better to loose some of the battle in the struggle of your dreams,
than to be defeated without knowing what you're fighting for.

there you go people.

I've learn from my mistakes on 24th November 2009.
& I swore,
I won't think of doing that 'thing' again.

humans nature

2009-11-21T09:40:00.000-08:00

Does he really hate me much?
Does he took my words seriously?
Sayang, I miss you very much.
Where are you now?

You've really been a great buddy to me.
& I can't afford to loose you.
But, you went away.
We've been through going to a year, bittersweet.
All those memories.
He's cute.
He's funny.
He's understanding.
He's fun to be with.
He's also one of kind.

He's special.

Boy, come back will you?
I miss you much dear.
Don't make me suffer.

& you know just how much I love you.
Whatever it is, just
takecare of yourself.
Remember your loved ones,
coz' they care bout you. (:

=====================================================

In a few days time, will be celebrating
Hari Raya Haji/Korban.
This year, there won't be any Korban's for this family.
Maybe next year will do. :)

So, next week, won't be having any religious class.
But....!
The next two week, there will be exams going on.
So, yeah, won't be studying much.
As Fyqa & I planning to join other place & to quit our currently school.
INITIALLY!
Still, not confirmed yet.!

Babes will be going to Aussie~!
With the school, so fun yaww~~!

As for me, there won't be any holidays.
Will be stuck at home till there's school for me.
Waiting for the results like shit la.
Just scared.
*What if I FAIL?*
Let it be dream, but don't be reality.
oh gosh.

People, are you guys yawning?
Coz' I'm yawning.
Coz' its 4am in the morning already.
&tomorrow, I've got lessons to attend.

You know what I mean.

Well, currently chatting with an Indo girl.
She seems don't understand the language,
"English".
I tried to connect with English, since what the hell she's typing about also I'm not sure.
She's typing Indo words.
Oh gosh.
How am I supposed to talk with her, when she don't understand
any language I talk!?
*sabar iraaaa*

Shall ignore her maybe...hmm..
or shouldn't?

Well, blogging in the morning with no lights at all.
Just the lappy's light.
& quite scared.
Am hearing sounds from my back.
& hearing Misteri Jam 12 just now, made me even scarier.
*yawning*

I heard that the prom night was really a memorable one.
How I wish N.A could have prom night.
Confirm I tell you more happening~~!
woohooo~~
But, well, must wait till I go Sec 5.
That is also, IF lah.
I'll make my decision once I receive my results.
& also choosing the courses that I want on that particular time.
Last minute decide sometimes is better than planned,
you know. hehehe..
But, see hows the situation goes alright people.

May you have a blessed week.
Enjoy aliens!
Takecare earth.
Love you dear.
Forever & ever form
ME!

buh bye-s!
Will miss everything on 2009!
Anything text me @
999.
thank you, & do call.
Will be appreciated. (:

cool

2009-11-11T06:53:00.000-08:00

NARUTO!!!
again..
watching that cute movie..shippuden!!

Hello Peoples!
How are you?
hmm..
So the last time I blog was just pictures right?
Those are my babes.
Some only lah, not all.
I kindda miss school.
Not the studying part, but the so called socializing part.
Miss bullying people.
haha, *bad girl*
Now I'm really busy.
All my friends now have started working.
So, congrats. haha.
But still, some have not yet found a job.

So yesterday, I went out with my SAYANG~~!
hehehe..
We went to Tampines & met my colleagues while on the way walking.
Because morning we had our major exams.
Yes, my mother tongue sucks.
My Mother Tongue this time gonna FAIL!
That is because,
I didn't manage to do my 'Surat Kiriman'.
So it was blank.
& for my 'karangan', I didn't finished it.
So yeah.
Paper 2 was quite okay.
I still didn't manage to finished the 'peribahasa'
How slow I am, right?

My May/June paper was okay seyh.
I manage to finish EVERYTHING.
Paper 1 & 2 done.
This time didn't.
My 'O' is gonna Fail!
So useless!!
urgh!

Back to just now.
Met my sayang.
went to mall.
went to visit my work place.
was really busy.
Then went to the Library.
Switch my lappy on & played webcam with my sayang.
took pictures too in the library.
crazy right?
That's us up there in the picture.
hahaha~!

I miss going out with ya'll.

So I'm planning to have a feast after our 'N' results has been released.
That would be in late December.
& followed by 'O' results in 2010, March I think.

Speaking bout 2010,
I can't wait for countdown.
I'm so gonna celebrate that.
Yippy~!
I remembered last year.
Me & girlfriends went to Pasir Ris park to celebrate together with Faiqah's family.
So fun, GEREK!
Guys, please, make plans for 2010 countdown aites!
Really can't wait for it!
On that time, I'm so gonna shout,
2009!
GOODBYE!
But, still,
I miss 2008.
That year has too many history.
All the bittersweet memories.
With girlfriends, families, special ones & etc..
2008, is the BEST!

Well people.
Do takecare aites!
I miss ya'll!!!!
hahaha~~!

bye earthlings~~!

hellos~!

2009-11-09T09:58:00.000-08:00

This are the pictures that I can upload for now.
I miss them all.
How I wish to rewind time back.

Wish us luck people, tomorrow's our major exam.
& I'm not ready for the exam yet.
Oh god, help me..

That;s all people.
Takecare humans...!

ummm.....yum yum

2009-10-26T01:08:00.000-07:00

When a GIRL is quiet , millions of things are running in her mind.

When a GIRL is not arguing , she is thinking deeply.

When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions , she is wondering how
long you will be around.

When a GIRL answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds , she is not at all
fine.

When a GIRL stares at you , she is wondering why you are lying.

When a GIRL lays on your chest , she is wishing for you to be hers forever.

When a GIRL wants to see you everyday , she wants to be pampered.

When a GIRL says ' I love you ' , she means it.

When a GIRL says ' I miss you ' , no one in this world can miss you more than that.

Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person ....

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot.

Who calls you back when you hang up on him.

Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead.

Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.

Who holds your hand in front of his friends.

Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.

Who turns to his friends and says, ' That's her!! '

Tonight at midnight your true love will realize they like you. Something good will happen to you at approx. 1:42pm tomorrow, it could be anywhere.

I found this interesting while surfing the net.

& its also quite sweet.

So, I decided to post here & let u guys read.

BTW,

the girl in the picture there is called RAHILAH.

hahah! lame!

so, just wanna wish her

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR~!

May all yr wishes come true!

wah, tementang dah 16, nari jugak kau gy carik keje eyh..

hahah!

I'm now treating myself with 2 tubs of 'Ben & Jerry's' icecream..

ummm... yum yum!

hahaha!

Chocolate chip cookie dough & New York Super Fudge Chunk..

I'm siow & greedy.

Last week, was Dublin Mudslide.

Quite nice.

Next, I'm gonna try the strawberry cheesecake.

Well, I'm still jealous with my brother.

He bought i-Phone while I just got lappy.

SO NOT FAIR!

kae lah peoples!

I wanna go outz with my girlfriends jap!

hehehes

too bad, raudah tk ikutttt...

i miss her seyh..

KAE BYESZ!!

new post

2009-10-23T07:25:00.000-07:00

Mata ini indah melihatmu
Rasa ini rasakan cintamu
Jiwa ini getarkan jiwamu
Jantung ini detakkan jantungmu

Dan biarkan aku padamu
Menyimpan sejuta harapan aku padamu
Rasa ini tulus padamu
Takkan berhenti sampai nanti aku mati

Biarkan aku jatuh cinta
Pesonaku pada pandangan saat kita jumpa
Biarkan aku kan mencuba
Tak perduli kau berkata tuk mahu atau tidak

Mata ini indah melihatmu
Rasa ini rasakan cintamu
Jiwa ini getarkan jiwamu
Jantung ini detakkan jantungmu

Biarkan aku jatuh cinta
Pesonaku pada pandangan saat kita jumpa
Biarkan aku kan mencuba
Tak perduli kau berkata tuk mahu atau tidak

Biarkan aku jatuh cinta
Pesonaku pada pandangan saat kita jumpa
Biarkan aku kan mencuba
Tak perduli kau berkata tuk mahu atau tidak

Biar aku jatuh cinta
Pesonaku pada pandangan saat kita jumpa
Biarkan aku kan mencuba
Tak perduli kau berkata tuk mahu atau tidak

Mata ini indah melihatmu
Rasa ini rasakan cintamu
Jiwa ini getarkan jiwamu
Jantung ini detakkan jantungmu

ST 12

Heyy people!

I miss ya sooo much..

Okae, so now, I'm gonna make a proper post.

So, last wo days, Faiqah, Rahilah & me went to gym.
We really had fun there.
Well, perhaps, "dapat cuci mata"..hehehe..

Well,next week maybe we are planning to go for a swim.
hahah.

So, yesterday was my abang's birthday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ABANG!
May all your wishes come true.
hahah.
Kene bash eyh?..
senyum2 slalu..

up next is bout job interview.
Went for job interview with Rahilah last 4 days.
But unfortunately, none of them called us. hmph!
Shall look for a new one.

next...!

oh ya, my O levels for mother tongue is coming!
shit!
But, I really don't give a damn to it.
hahah!
Its on 10 November.
there will be 10 students sitting for it.
They are all also from N.A.
They are:
-Atiqah
-Diyaanah
-Amir
-Afiq
-Asyila
-Rahilah
-Faiqah
-Raudah
-Indah
& lastly, ME~!
hahah!
Wish us luck yeah!

Actually got 13, but another 3, they passed already during Mid.
They got an A2.
They are:
-Syafiqa
-Diyanah [Shayana]
-Amrieza
Congrats guys..

next...!

This is so irritating.
But funny on the other hand.

I played nujum game.
Apa laki aku sedang buat.

Nujum:Irah dapat tau apa laki dia tengah buat dari Ahli Nujum.
Irah di diberitahu oleh Ahli Nujum:

Dia sedang menjemur tilamnya kerana malam tadi dia terkencing ditilamnya.

What the heck??!!?
one more is:

Kau mana ada laki, kau kan les..

***K!
siow uh I les?!

got somemore, but some I didn't publish it.
So, memalukan..

hahah!
so, that's all guys..!

takecare earthlings!

love yall!!

update

2009-10-12T07:28:00.000-07:00

Just an update..

I'll not be around for the next week coming..

I'll just upload some photos during outing with girlfriends last week nye raya..
so take care earthlings..

I'm gonna miss all of you..
cheyy...
klah bye!!

last day with class :(

2009-10-02T21:50:00.000-07:00

Well people, yesterday, had some photo shots with classmates, mates.
Report book was issued.
& yes, great.
Great results.
All U's except for Mother Tongue & English.

& hell yea, I'm pissed off with someone.
Damn ass.
Bitch or Jerk, whatever shit!
****

Sat at home.
Revising 'N'.

So here's all the pictures taken during class.
Am gonna miss all that.

So, let the pictures do the talking.

[Am sorry, the videos taken during pe time can't be uploaded,
so will upload it next time]

the boys..

haiys, mangkok lah kau slalu eyh.. hehexx..

Cute kan aku? hehex.. :P

ada mata jin sebelah aku.. :P

eh, si biol nie..

WAHAI MANGKOK! tunjukkanlah report bookmu...
[so lame]

like I'm helping her to dig her nose right?

Mrs Chen tk ingin nk tengok camera uhh.. :(

haiyss, sibok aje lah bini dia tuh..

ada blackhead.. hehex, jk yaww..

what a happy couple~.. dah ber-anak pulak tuh, tiga pulak tuh.. fuhh~!

nisqailahra
what a nice name.

oppsz, sorry terbalik..

A happy family with happy childrens with a happy mother but without father..wakakakaka

An idiots with the idoits..

the one in black shirt is really cute, kannnn?

laindyilati
[nice name]

tengok citer tuh, jng tak tengok...

bergambar lah skit, uat kenangan..

pathetic sia aku...

ouh what a model yg menjadi..hahahaha

haiy, 'mesRA' nampak?!.. haha

mcm siblings gitu eyh?

eh ini chee chong eyh, gy jual acong suda, irritating.
tk tau amek gambar peh?

happy family(mak, anak,anak) sebelah tuh tak menjadi uh..

anak maner tah gy amek nie gambar..

cute kan? alah.. dah biaser dahh.. wakakakaka

sentiasa selenger nak mampos..

astagfilullah al azim.. BUROKS nk mampos!!

hahahahahahahaha...
so, that's all the pictures..

I didn't went out for raya with the others, so not picture to be uploaded.
kae bye!!

xoxo

sway day

2009-10-01T04:15:00.000-07:00

HELLO beroks!!

so today, was really fun!

I bet!

So much laughters like yesterday?

and oh, did I forget to post yesterday?

hahaha, sorry..

was busy updating the other blog.

crazy right?

having 2 blogs..

wakakaka..

so lets me continue with what happen in school just now.

F&N
slack, while chit-chating with teacher.

Geography
I hate this part man.
Irritating sia my friends.
Disturb me with .... coz' Ms Dil say something.
ish!

English
Watch residents evil (cartoon), followed by bride wars.
Willy Wonka came in, so people "kalam-kabut" keep their phones, sit properly & lalala.

Mother Tongue
so boring, no jokes alot today.
and for the very first time in my life, in history,
I FAIL my mother tongue.
Others all pass.
That was because, I was really lazy to do my composition.
Got 7/70 for Paper 1 , cool right?

After SCHOOL....
woohooo....
NO REMEDIAL BAYBEH!

slack & slack at mall from 2 to 5pm.
I know, we're crazy.
N levels are just a few days time, & here we are, slacking.

so tomorrow, my friends are going for jalan raya.

& BESAR kemungkinan, I'll not be going.

so, haha, next time eyh?

DAMN , N levels are 3 more days! shit! idoit!

wish me luck people!!

I now then feel the fear.

TOOOOPIDD right?

& 1 more,

I'm so irritaed with CCJB!

ish!!

geramnyerrrrrrr!!!

today is really a sway day for me.

I spilled my drink.

My head 'terhantuk' at the table 2 times.*pain seyh*

I almost fell.

Run coz crazy man 'scolding me' & got paiseh, people laughing-laughing,

not sure at me or who la.

ish!

so sway lah!

kaylah,

today laughter/jokes is enough to make my stress go away..

hahhahah..

stress la, N level 3 more days..

Can I just skip N level?

hahahhaha, bikin klakar peh?!

kaylah!

bye bye beroks!!

Fun Day

2009-09-30T06:34:00.000-07:00

well people!

Hello!

Hope you guys are alright!

well, next monday is our N levels already.

So damn scared.

& I don't think I've enough knowledge for the exams.

SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!

Today, I really enjoyed my day.

Damn enjoyable day today.

All thanks to my friend, Ieza, who's damn crazy, mad, insane & everything lah!

I guess today, all of my friends really enjoyed today, laughing here & there.

Ieza, I think you are mad.

Laugh without reason.

*cakap orang, aku sendiri pun sama*

This is ,maybe, enough to make our stress go away.

HAHAHAHAHA.

Thanks everyone!

You know, I just don't want that

"end of school"

come, please?

I really don;t want that day to come.

You see, I just gonna miss all the laughter & sadness & craziness & all the memories we had in that school.

Just a few days time, and that sentence will come true.

It will come, but its just the matter of us.

If we all still in contact, we won't loose contact.

* what the heck am I talking?...*

so, guys, don't ever loose contact kaeys!

Look at our class photos slalu2 lah kaeys.

Confirm tk jemu nyer..

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA...

okae la people.

I nak jalan.

nak makan loliipops!

sambil termenung.

hahahaha..

kays!

MUAHKSZ!!!!!!

takecare earthlings!

my thoughts, my say

2009-09-29T06:04:00.000-07:00

I know, cute right the candid girl?
hahahaha, that is Indah.

We just finished art just now at 7pm.
so damn tired.
That was a lil note before we left the school.

You know, how many days, and I'll be saying GOODBYE to that school.
What a pity.
I'll definitely gonna miss that school.
All that laughter, sadness, craziness, joyful time,
those referrals, detention, reflection rooms, classroom,
bullying the teachers, slacking during lessons, "mengumpat times", "kacau-kacau people" ,
and all the things there,
I'm gonna missed it.
You know, after school life would be really boring.
I bet.
oh man.

Raya this year is so chaos.
Girlfriends wanted to go out on the 2nd Oct still.
After tell them, reminding them on the 5th Oct is our major exam, still they don't understand agaknye.
nevermind, we'll see.

People say that I have forgotten about my kakak sedara's kematian.
wth!
eh hello, how can I forget about such things?!
please la, don't accuse people.
witness it first, then talk, idiot!

so people, till here.
I dah nk jalan lah *with pondan's voice*
So, tepi TEPI!
berambus!
HAHAHAHA, jk liow!

xoxo

bored// sad news

2009-09-24T05:48:00.000-07:00

this guy, his name is Syaifuddin.
My friend.
well, actually,
I wanna petrol, luciano photos too.
but too bad, I can't.
stay happy friend!

so people, Hows your RAYA?
Mine is damn boring.
Can't go anywhere.
EXAM EXAM EXAM.
Stupid exam right?
To be frank, I'm like not taking 'N' level seriously.
I don't know why.

Girlfriends wanted to go out for raya on the 2nd & 9th October.
But, there are some disagreement.
Due to exam week.
Our N level is on 5th, so..
I don't know.

PEOPLE!
I have sad news for myself.
Kak Inah, my sedara,
Meninggal dunia pada petang raya.
I just get this news just now.
She was knocked down by 2 lorries at the highway, malaysia.
Its really sad.
Her head was stuck at the lorries for hours.
She died on the spot.
to aunt: don't be sad. yg pergi biarkan pergi. maaf kerana tak dpt melawat ke sana sekarang. insyallah, lepaz exam, keluarga semua akan pergi.
minta maaf sangat2.

I saw kak inah just last year.
& that was my first visit to her house for 10 years of not seeing her.
& that was my last time of seeing her.?
ya allah.....
cucuri lah rohnya..
amin...

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!!

2009-09-23T04:49:00.000-07:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA SEMUA!!
MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN diucapkan.
semoga bahagia di samping keluarga!!

First day of Raya went prayers at masjid kampung Siglap.
watch the movie , Bohsia with family.
cool.
at night then we all went for jalan raya.
hahahaha.
people go out during day, I go out during night.

& went home at 2am with fam.
was super tired.
& didn't get to raya with the whole family.
:(

2nd day of raya..
diodn't went out alot.
just followed Bro & Dad till late night.
some more tomorrow schooling.

school day..
great!!!
today all of our teachers didn't came.
I know, cool right?
so, apa lagi?
PARTY LAH!!!!
chit chat chit chat.
wah, N level coming.
great great great!
prepare to fail lah eyh..
I guess, this year's raya is damn boring for me.
takda spirit raya, wakakakaka...
If only it wasn't exam's week, best kan?

today quite boring.
went tamp.
accopany rahilah buy her new raya's shoes.
then went back to simei.
& off home.
klah, bye.

I'll update & upload all the raya's photos next post yaw.
tired uh..
BUHBYE!!!

!bored

2009-09-17T09:03:00.001-07:00

Happy 18th Birthday Akmal

sorry, this photo was last year's graduation night.

so maybe, the face looks different.

May all your wishes come true!

I'm really tired today.
Went to Tampines Mall lil while.
with Fyqa, Faiqah, Ilah, Diyaanah & me!
walked around mall for like hours!
damn tiring. but lotsafunn!!
Then night, went back to Mall with Mum.
since she wanted to find new bags.
so went there with my school uniform, lazy to change.
wakakakaka..

hmm, so, 2 more days and there Raya comes!
can't wait!
sadly, ramadhan is leaving us. :(
sigh..
and can't wait till N level finishes!!
I guess after the last paper, I'm gonna shout like one hell!
wakakakakaka...
like this..
WOOOOOOHHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
EXAMS ARE OVER PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LETS PARTY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

but don't forget yo,
RESULTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wooohoo wooohooo wooohooooo, get result
booohooooooooo boooohooooo booohoooooooo....
wakakakakakaka!

klah, tc peeps!!!!!!!!

tsk3!!!!!

2009-09-16T04:37:00.000-07:00

i really had fun with girlfriends yesterday..
woohooo~~!

i had bought something for you..
hahaha..

well, i tell you,
i was really pissed off with someone.
fyi,
I HATE YOU!
You're just selfish!
arrogant boom bustard!
wakakaka..

i can't wait till 'N' level is OVER!!
i was planning of somekind of urrmmm,
ADVENTURING..
you know, somekind of a,
bermystery adventure..
hmm..
that is only if there are some of my friends.
wish they can, pls pls pls...

malay prelims
i guess, i know my marks are likely to be.
of cause,
i didn't do the paper 1 that consists of
karangan & surat kiriman.
both not finished.
how great. =.=!
paper 2,
i don't know.
don't care la, cause this is also not 'O' level what.
wakakaka..

yeah2~!
HARI RAYA COMING!!!
can't wait loh!
yea2, da nak raya!

"berlalu lah sudah ramadhan, sebulan berpuasa,
tiba syawal kita rayakan
ketupat rendang, sila nikmati
penat masak hingga ke pagi
asyik bersembang, pakcik dan makcik saja,
hai duit raya lupa hendak diberi.."

"dalam dingin subuh, hatiku terusik..
kenang nasib diri di rantauwan
bergema takbir raya
menitis air mata
terbayang suasana permai desa
rindu hati ini ingin ku kembali
pada ayah bunda dan saudara
tetapi aku harus mencari rezeki
membela nasib kita bersama..
hanya ku sampaikan doa dan kiriman tulus ikhlas
dari jauh ku pohon kan ampun maaf.."

"sayu...
hati in makin sayu..
rindu..
terkenangkan desa permai..
wajah ayah bunda bermain di mata
mengajak ku pulang ke desa di hari mulia, hari raya..
lama..ku tunggu
bertemu di pagi mulia,
namun tidak kesampaian
air mata jatuh berlilangan.."

"bergema suara takbir di angkasa
menyambut anakmu kembali
terbayang senyuman di wajah nan sepi..
kasih mu seharum kasturi..
sekian lamanya terpisah
harapan kini menjadi nyata.."

those were the hari raya songs

tired

2009-09-12T21:33:00.000-07:00

heyy..
just came back from outing with family just now..
damn tired..
hahas..
so 'keychoh'!
came back home at 5am..
then slept at 6am..
wth!
hahas..
i soo love last night.

so, last friday, went out with girlfriends at Geylang..
fun gilerrr!!
wakakaka..
bought the 'D-Mado Ice-Cream'..
hahas, got prank with that ice-cream seller..
but overall, i love it..
should have another outing buka once more..
hehe..

kaylah..
thats all folks!
till next post yaww!!
buhbye!!

pissed

2009-09-10T22:11:00.000-07:00

oh what the hell..??
maths remedial cancelled??
that teacher is so damn irritating!!!
this la, that la..
sigh..
oh ya,
for N' level,
i think, I'm gonna fail my english..
i really did bad for paper 2..
imagine, not doing 2 pages of comprehension..

kay, nevermind..
biar la eyh..

so later on,
not sure going geylang with girlfriends..
still sick..
oh gosh..
raya coming!!
yippy~~~!!
but unfortunately,
exams are during raya..
so, *(sob-sob)* no RAYA la!!
sigh, ish3..
studyyyyyyy je..
sampai botak..
kaylah, nothing to update yaww..
till next post..
buhbye!

hello

2009-09-10T07:08:00.000-07:00

hello peeps!!
new here..
do mind aites..
ahhas..
thx syiqah, for that..
you know..
hahas..
k bye..
till next post yaww..